chopped up the 40k tilt

Last Wed I chopped the tilt 40k for 9800 or so......I got heads up and had 1.6 mil to about 500k and icm dictacted he'd get 1k over 2nd place but he wanted more.....since he had nitted most of it and hadnt shown being that good I declined and said take icm or we play....we ended up playing and i ended up losing a race to him....eventually we got to about 900k in chips a piece and decided to chop it up - blinds were high and even if i had an edge it wasnt that big at that point.....I think its definitely been to my advantage to have all these scores over the past 6 months - when I get to the ft's with 10k+ 1st place payouts I dont think about the money whatsoever....i remember back in August id make a ft with first being 8k and worry bout it - now first can be 30k and it doesnt influence me...its definitely helpful as you can see others tighten up trying to move out the payouts which makes it insanely +ev to chip up off of them

anyways its a nice little start to the month.....I want to get in some good volume in march, but its tough being motivated lately.....its really a grind but i gotta toughen up and get in my games.....we'll see how march pans out